As I tidy up today, I throw beanies into the closet knowing it’s almost time to tuck them away downstairs. I look forward to more sunshine and warmer days. I did my makeup today, had caffeine, and the sun is shining - depression slightly lifts - oh, and I went to step aerobics. I feel the pull to my art studio strongly today, but alas the day holds other responsibilities. I wish to be a full time artist again, but what would people say. What does it matter what people say. Right now, I am leaning into my word for the year, FLUID. Trying not to let my depression make decisions I will regret, but slowly easing into April to see what it holds and I hope it holds more sun. This winter has been the worst. I have not experienced this amount of depression since 2010 after the big break to my brain. The months drag on and usually, I am craving bed, slumber, and sloth like movements. Here’s to moving more, sleeping less, and sunshine thoughts.